note to self: figure out why watching people lick their finger to grab paper/turn a page releases some sort of easing chemical in my brain that put me at ease. add'nal note inserted 2.25 am 5/28/12 bobby who is a future Psy D from the Wright institute postulates that it could be due to something from my childhood that I can't remember that was connected to a strong emotional moment that was soothing. who knows tho.