Thursday, September 24, 2009

Bad day/day of the UC Wide Walkout

1st off, because of this being my 1st day of work and me being stupid last week and not realizing that this was the day of the walkout, so yeah I tell Dr. Jung Suh "sure! Thursday sounds great!"
I really need to hop back on the writing tip, but at the moment I'm so behind with school, especially my biostatistics class, that I need to hop on this first and take care of that.

Thanks for understanding.
With that being said:


UnseenAntidote:
hey
me: whats up man
UnseenAntidote: nm just at the apartment chillin
u?
me: just got back from CHORI
UnseenAntidote: chori?
me: had a really bad day there man.
yeah
childrens hospital oakland research institute
UnseenAntidote: ohhh, what happened?
me: maaan. I just basically made a fool of myself on multiple occasions
like friggin
we were in the lab
like picture your bio 1a lab
but with way more shit everywhere
and like
he asked me to make him a 10% micromolar solution of something
and I didnt know WTF to do
he asked me jokingly "you got it right hahaha"
and I really had no fucking idea
and then like
I kept giving him the wrong answers
he said "youre scaring me"
verbatum
like not jokingly
so then he fucking went over with me what the fucking definition of a Mole was
and how to convert all this shit
I felt like an idiot
I still dont get it completely
I did so bad in gen chem
like when that happened
I was like "ah shit Im fired."
UnseenAntidote: =/ dang dude
me: and then like
he had me cleaning the lab because I just had gotten done sucking ass at pipetting and shit
and fucking like
he asked me for the pipette with the green tip
and my dumbass brings him the green box with pipette tips in it
hahahaha
like
I didnt know where to throw shit away
like I didnt know what to mix
I forgot wtf mass spec does
fuck man
it was just a disaster
I felt so fucking stupid
UnseenAntidote: it determiens the mass of a molecule
dude no worries
me: like man
this lab
is like some epic shit
like shit thats never been done before
and I friggin cant even convert units
UnseenAntidote: the dude's probably been working there for so long that he feels like it should be common knowledge for everyone
me: it was so bad man
UnseenAntidote: =/
me: yeah that guy is a genius
UnseenAntidote: dude just make a list of the things you forgot today
me: on the brighter side, he went to the same international school I did in bangkok
UnseenAntidote: and look it up and make sure you got it later
me: crazy.
UnseenAntidote: oh crazy
me: yeah man
but frickin, I dont know man
its just stressful
he expects me in tuesday
and I have all this shit due and blablabla
and then thats just work and school
fucking all this shits going on outside of that
gahhhhhh
but yeah
I'll figure it out.
UnseenAntidote: ya dude, I think you just gotta clear your mind for a bit
me: yeah man
Im telling you though man, it was so intense.
UnseenAntidote: =/
me: dude was like interrogating/grilling me
with the conversions
it was so embarrassing
like he was laughing at me
because it was so ridiculous
UnseenAntidote: =(
me: ahahhahaha
UnseenAntidote: dang, oh well dude
me: it's alright man, it's motivation to be on my game next week
UnseenAntidote: it's their job, they're just cocky about it
me: hahaha
naw I mean dont get me wrong
UnseenAntidote: I went into crossroads today and I was supposed to get training, the lady that was supposed to train me was just all mean....like nuh uh, I can't do it today, this and that...
yaaa I know
me: I think if it was anyone of those other scientists
my ass wouldve been fired
UnseenAntidote: haha
me: whattt
so you have to come back?
UnseenAntidote: yaaa, and I went into the police station for the background check and the guy didn't give me the right papers to go
so delayed a bit more
but ya
no worries
me: no worries man
youll get there
that job aint no joke eiter
either
handling food is serious business
UnseenAntidote: thai credo: "ไม่เป็นไร"
me: and Im sure theres more to it
UnseenAntidote: haha cashier
me: oh my bad
UnseenAntidote: no worries
me: maipenrai?
UnseenAntidote: ya
it's nothing, like no worries
me: yeah man, when I was fucking up, I totally had the defense mechanism smile thing going on